DOJ-OGR-00021616.pdf

Case 22-1426, Document 78, 06/29/2023, 3536039, Page186 of 217 SA-440 M6SQmaxS1 71 1 someone and something in life one day. 2 Epstein's and Maxwell's strong ties to FIT could make 3 this happen. With their help, my admission was almost assured, 4 but there was always a but. First I had to write my 5 application, which I did. But Maxwell had to review it and 6 conveniently always found fault. Then another but, I needed to 7 lose 30 pounds because I was a piglet. Maxwell's numerous 8 degrading descriptions of me. Epstein and Maxwell put me on a 9 strict Atkins diet while simultaneously sending me to a 10 psychiatrist who prescribed antidepressants that caused weight 11 gain. It was a classic no-win situation, and they knew it: 12 Precisely what human traffickers seek. I never lost the 13 weight, my application was never good enough, and it never got 14 submitted. 15 I thank the almighty God that in 2007, I managed to 16 escape the horror by fleeing to the U.K. Since then, I have 17 been coping as best as I can and frequently experience 18 flashbacks and wake up in a cold sweat from nightmares from 19 reliving the rawful experience. I'm hypervigilant. I do not 20 trust people easily. I experience dramatic mood changes. I will 21 sometimes start crying uncontrollably for reasons I cannot 22 always comprehend. I worked hard with several mental health 23 professionals. They have diagnosed me with extreme symptoms of 24 anxiety, depression, low self-esteem, PTSD and tendency to 25 self-harm. SOUTHERN DISTRICT REPORTERS, P.C. (212) 805-0300 DOJ-OGR-00021616