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From: Sent: Friday, May 26, 2017 12:54 PM To: jeffrey E. Subject: Re: I've been writing, rewriting and correcting it in order to fi=d the exact words and achieve perfection for almost 2 hours on my notes. l=would never show this to anyone as it is for me extremely personal and hea=t-felt. II giorno Fri,=May 26, 2017 alle 2:39 PM crlailtc » ha scritto: I promise on my own Life that I just=wrote it II gior=o Fri, May 26, 2017 alle 2:38 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacat=on@gmail.com» ha scritto:<=r> who wrote that? te=l the truth, as i know you had help On Fri, Ma 26, 2017 at 8:35 AM, <mailt > wrote: Thank you for taking the time to think about =t... I will not promise you anything but will let the act=ons speak by themselves. I would like to make you happy without causing yo= distress. If you ever decide to give me another chance, I will do my best=not to let you down anymore not only for you but also to prove to myself t=at I can make it. It took time but finally I've understood that no one=else is going to do it for me if I don't. After repeated mistakes and =ailing, I'm learning to see life with a different point of view shaped=with discipline, learning, hard work and gratitude in order to achieve my =oals and grow to become a better version of myself. I've been giving i= a lot of thoughts and understood what life is really about. Nothing can b= achieved without discipline and hardwork. I believe I'm ready to brin= out the best of me in order to achieve concrete results by making a posit=ve and meaningful change to my everyday life and apply your guidance with = serious and mature approach. I apologize one more time for my mistakes an= misbehavior hoping I can move forward and never let it happen again. II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 11:59 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com</=» ha scritto: i ;I think =about it ,but this is the EXACT same story for at least the St= time O= Wed, May 24, 2017 at 5:53 PM, wrote: not true. l'=.e asked you so many times "how are you"," What can I do for=you", told you so many times that I'll do anything for you. I kno= it's never enough but I never receive an answer from you when I EFTA_R1_01885966 EFTA02647823 write=you nice things or ask you what you would like. If I am being selfish righ= now it's becasue I'm in a difficult situation, want to prove you =hat I can make it and that I can keep my word. If you tell me what would Y=U like or need, I'll do it, even after you told me you never loved me.=. Because I did. please note T=e information contained in this communication is confidential, may be a=torney-client privileged, may constitute inside information, and is int=nded onl for the use of the addressee. It is the property o Unauthorized use, disclosure or copying of this communicatio= or any part thereof is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you=have received this communication in error, please notify us immediately=by return e-mail or by e-mail to <mailto > , and destroy this=communication and all copies thereof, including all attachments. copyri=ht -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 10:30 PM, jeffrey E.=<jeeva=ation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» wrote: AIwYs always about you and what you need or want On =ed, May 24, 2017 at 4:25 PM <mailto > wro=e: I will not continue t= argue for this story that happened 2 years ago. What's important is t=at I know my limits and what I'm capable of, I will not try to convinc= you to believe me if you don't. This is not the issue anyways... What=l can tell you now is that I'm trying my best to do better but can'=t do this alone. II gi=rno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 9:39 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevac=tion@gmail.com> ha scritto= Not as good as Ted essay you=swore you wrote but lied On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2:57 PM <mailtc > &g=; wrote: If not I w=ll not be able to continue my journey. I wish I could continue to work in =aris and assist this amazing photographer. I'm struggling to fin= a house that I can rent in Paris and have to leave the place where I'=e been staying for more than a month that a friend landed me on June lst.=C2* At least, I hope my written English has improved after all=these messages... II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:17 PM <mailto » ha scritto: 2 EFTA_R1_01885967 EFTA02647824  It was not the same situation and I was not earning money= I understood in which direction I want to go but can't do it alone. 1= you give me one month of trial I can keep track of all my expenses and sh=w you how motivated I am to do better II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:10 PM jeffrey E. &=t;jeevacation@g=ail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» ha scritto: y=uve asked me the same questions 10 times, swore that this tim= was differeent t and then broke the agreements. 4/=A0each time I told you , if this continues you will lose me, =C24) it did and you did On Wed, Ma 24, 2017 at 2:09 PM, <mailt > wrote: =div> How can I prove you I'll keep my word ? II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 alle 8:07 =M jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» ha scritto: im not sure why you even think after all that you have done =C24>that i should help . many others that keep their word =C2* come first. On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 2:06 PM, > wrote: l&=39;m doing what you asked me to do and understand things better now but st=ll I'm not able to support myself entirely. I'm trying =/div> II giorno Wed, May 24, 2017 =Ile 8:03 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com> ha scritto: congragulations On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 1:59 PM, <mailtd » wrote: The difference is that I've never earned money befor= and never worked so hard. please note 3 EFTA_R1_01885968 EFTA02647825  The information contained in this com=unication is confidential, may be attorney-client privileged, may co=stitute inside information, and is intended only for the use of the add=essee. It is the property of- Unauthorized use, disclo=ure or copying of this communication or any part thereof is strictly pr=hibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this communication=in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail or by e-mail to=melusinerus=oli@gmail.com <mailtc > , and destroy this communication and all copies thereo=, including all attachments. copyright -all rights reserved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:57 PM, jeffrey E. =span><jeevac=tion@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» wrote: youve apolgized at least 12 times I have over 20 Im sorry, =t wont happen again I PROMISE. this is just more of th= same. . only last week you were screaming in the street. caus=ng distress to everyone in my house. ringing the bell incessantly. =C2tumping up and downd and yelling. . i have =o idea , why you think that is how girls behave. . you=pronised to take care of tyour money at least three times before. =C240 . i see no difference now. it is exaclty the same as be=ore O= Wed, May 24, 2017 at 1:51 PM, wrote: I apologize for =verything I did. Today I've made my first invoice. I swear I'm doi=g my best to earn money, and learn things. I've never found myself in =his situation before and it's entirely my fault. I know I've let y=u down so many times. How can I prove to you that I will keep my promise a=d continue working ? Tell me what results I should bring and I'll do i= please note The information conta=ned in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-client privi=eged, may constitute inside information, and is intended onl for th= use of the addressee. It is the property of . Unauthor=zed use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereo= is strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received thisar>communication in error, please notify us immediately by return e-mail=or by e-mail to <mailto > , and destroy this communication and a=I copies thereof, including all attachments. copyright -all rights rese=ved On Wed, May 24, 2017 at 7:32 PM, jeffrey E. =span><jeeyac=tion@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» wrote: 4 EFTA_R1_01885969 EFTA02647826  you have told me the same story 3 times. each time you ask =nd then do as you please throw tantrums. scream. threat=n . keep everyonein my house awake. . i asked you to keep tr=ck of the money the last three times. , you agreed. you =greed to take a part time jon and then quit after two weeks. . Q=A0 and then you scream that i should not have helped you , if i thought it=was the wrong thing. . On Wed, May 24, 2017=at 1:10 PM, wrote:=br> Jeffrey, I had no idea what wa= reality before. You started by sending me an incredible amount of money l=ke 10k, sometimes 5k and then when I was going to school you were sending =e 4K or 3k a month which I extremely appreciated but I wasn't prepared=for it, I had really no idea at that time what was the value of money endi=g up doing stupid things and not taking life seriously. Even if I was told= everything seemed very abstract in my mind. Now that I collapsed I know. =ow that I find myself in this situation, that I've started working and=earning some, I understand how hard it is and how much work there is behin= and wish everyday I knew this before... I don't earn a house and the =oney I earn doesn't even cover the rent even though I'm working. l=ffrey, I did understand the lesson. I beg you, please forgive me. I need y=ur help. I'm drowning, I'm not able to support myself all alone.=C240 II giorno Wed, M=y 24, 2017 alle 6:05 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail=com» ha scritto: =blockquote class="gmail_quote" style="margin:0 0 .8ex;border-left:1p= Stccc solid;padding-left:lex"> no, that is the same amount that=i gave you before, the same amount that you screamed I =ont care if i spend all the money you gave me on tickets to new york. 40=M). the same amount that you promised to account for but broke= your promise, the same amount that most people make wroking full t=me. O= Wed, May 24, 2017 at 10:22 AM, <1=» wrote: =/div> Would that be ok for you ? <=iv class="gmail_quote"> II giorno Tue, May 23, 2017 alle 9:27 AM <mailto > ha scritto: 2000 : 1500 rent + 500 food, for the rest I will earn=it. II giorno Mon, May 22, 2=17 alle 6:26 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailtojeevacation@gmail.com» ha scritto: how much money do you need.? a month <=div> On Mon, May =2, 2017 at 10:08 AM, <mailto > wrote: 5 EFTA_R1_01885970 EFTA02647827  True. I have no =xcuses. The only thing I can tell you is that I'm trying to do better =y learning from my mistakes in order to not repeat them. I've waisted =y time by going to parties instead of being serious. Everything was confus=d in my mind and I didn't really know what path to take, it's very=easy to get lost when you are young, specially into fake illusions. Still =ow, I'm trying to understand myself and who I am. I believe it takes t=me and it's different from person to person. Now little by little I Hve started to focus more. I'm starting to understand real life, what =re my priorities and things that really matter. Here are some actual facts= I've started to earn some money ( which I've never did befo=e ) which I believe it's already a small accomplishment. I did some ba=ysitting and after 2 paid trial days ( 250 euros per day ) shooting for Vo=ue and Dior, I've got hired by one of the best fashion photographers c=lled Paolo Roversi to be his assistant ( paid job ). I'm very happy an= excited to work and learn from him which is better than any photography s=hool. I'm ready to work as long as I need to in order to build my skil=s and stand out in that field. I think I've achieved some results and =ained some value if I compare myself 2 years ago from now. Thanks to you l=had the possibility to make many interesting experiences like Ferragamo in=China and Alaia in Paris. Even though I didn't get hired from the=, those experiences allowed me to understand what I like and what I don Ht like and shaped in part the person I am. Thanks to the Alaia inter=ship and my passion for photography I am now working with Paolo Roversi do=ng what I really like. However even though I work hard and I am paid I can=ot fully support myself to pay a rent and my living in Paris. I really wou=d like to continue through this path, I feel it's the right one but I =eed your help, your support and your advices because I cannot make it by m=self. I promise I will use my money wisely without throwin= it away into futilities like parties and holidays because I want to grow =nd build my skills, my carrier and hopefully my future self. </=iv> II giorno Mon, May 22, 2=17 alle 11:50 AM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» ha scritto: its easy, go through the las= two years of emails that you have sent me . search for the word "sorry" . or phrase "I'= sorry, " On Sun, May 21, 2017 at 9:=2 AM, <mailto > wrote: I truly apologize for my mistakes an= behavior in the last 2 years. Please tell me what I should do and Ill= do it. What results should I bring ? I'll do anything for it. I canno= make it through Life without you. You are the only person who can guide m=, I've got no one else. <=iv> II giorno Sun, May 21, 2017 alle 3:=7 PM Jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com> ha scritto: No nothing. - tantrums , crisis after crisis good =ye On Sun, May 21, 2017 at 8=25 AM • <mailto > wrote: I have a last question. What happened about=Cartier and school was 2 years ago. I apologized many times and you know h=w sorry I was and I am. You forgave me and we kept talking to each other.=C24, Exactly 6 months ago,In November we saw each other in Paris and ever=thing was normal. Just after, when I started working for Alaia you st=rted distancing yourself with no reason, recalling something that happened=2 years 6 EFTA_R1_01885971 EFTA02647828 ago. My last question is: What did I do in November to diserve thi= ? Is it because I told you I was sad we didn't sleep together the las= time I saw you ? Because it's since that moment that everything becam= weird. Please tell me the truth II giorno Sun, May 21, 2017 alle 2:05 PM jeffrey E. &=t;jeevacation@g=ail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com» ha scritto: s=ealing the car, lying about knowing how to drive ( which you also di= ). at some point the kid says , yes I DID ITQ=A0 i have no one to blame but myself. =C24> please dont write me anymore I find it painful to read On Sun, M=y 21, 2017 at 7:57 AM, <mailtc » wrote: Maybe the kid was just I=oking for a reaction in order to have closer guidance, not only by having =omeone telling him but having someone teaching him. II giorno Sat, May 20, 2017 alle 11:58 AM jeffr=y E. <jeevac=tion@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com> ha scritto: quite the contrary you tell the child , you dont kn=w how to drive it takes time to learnn the kid STEALS th= car and crashes it. . you forgive him , you tell him40=A0 his actions have consequences , but he steals the car again= runs over some other kids , and then whines =that he doesnt know how to drive. . On Fri, May 19, 2017 at 4:5= PM, • <mailto > wrote: I have never said that. You are so us=d in manipulating people that you constantly have to twist the sentences y=ur way. What I said is that you don't let a child drive alone a car th=t YOU gave him and let him go faster when he doesn't know how to drive=just because he is having fun when you are aware he is going to crash BUT =ou don't kick him out of the car either. You sit next to him and you t=ach him how to drive by turning the steering weel if he goes off track and=pulling the break if you need to ( you can't do that through a phone o= by email). What you have done after giving=the car to the kid is kicking him out after he drove to fast leaving him a=one with no car in the middle of the highway saying "I wish you well&=uot; knowing he is going to die hitted by another car. End of the story: the kid is obviously happy and grateful he re=eived a car as a gift because without it he couldn't have drove until =here he is now. However he cannot continue the journey stranded on a highw=y. II g=orno Thu, May 18, 2017 alle 3:18 PM jeffrey E. <jeevacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeeva=ation@gmail.com> ha scritt=: 7 EFTA_R1_01885972 EFTA02647829  I have left paris for=california. I wish you well. I have li=tle reason to trust anything you say. after many times promise= agreements. pledges all broken. To suggest =hat my giving in to your crying, whing, and stupidity, was the wro=g thing to do . and I should have not helped earlier 4>=A0 is typical of your convoluted way of thinking =C24> please note The informat=on contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-cli=nt privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only =or the use of the addressee. It is the property of JEE Unauthoriz=d use, disclosure or copying of this communication or any part thereof =s strictly prohibited and may be unlawful. If you have received this return e-mail o= by e-mail to j=evacation@gmail.com <mailto:jeevacation@gmail.com> , and destroy this communication and all copies =hereof, including all attachments. copyright -all rights reserved </=iv> =C24, please note The informat=on contained in this communication is confidential, may be attorney-cli=nt privileged, may constitute inside information, and is intended only =or the use of the addressee. 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